confused robots

I think now is the time I really felt strange to myself. do not know the reason why but I feel very strange. My mood changed every day even every hour changed. I was annoyed because I must know something I should not need to know. know the things that concerns many people. connect to each other between one person to another. and they all are my friends, confused? of course! one of them talked about the other. Can you imagine if all of them speak so, and you become a listener must filter out each word so there's no misunderstandings? and must choose the path of a devil or an angel. and sometimes we must be two-faced so that every secret that told by our friends stay safe with us.i'm really sorry if I told a lie to you, but trust me. that just because I love you and do not want to make you hurt or disappointed guys. I just want to keep your feelings. I'm very confused to be myself